The Broken Sorry

I'm sorry
It is never enough
Blown away by tomorrow
Smothered in the earth
For what I try to grow
I smash underfoot again
All remains is sand
Never again comes again
As tomorrows mistake
And the lies of yesterday
No other is to be blamed
Just these very hands
Myself I cannot trust
Doubt fills every tear
Mess up again I will
Hurt myself more
Is all I ever do
The new dawn from night
Brings sorrow from down
Messed up again I did
In my mind I'm all over
Not know why or how
Scared to break again
Repeated once twice again
A hell ride inside
Where nothing makes sense
It's all my fault
Don't you see?
It's never been you
It's always been me
So it is never enough
For my soul to cry
I cannot express
The turmoil inside
Words only make worse
What I've already broken
So silence I choose
As a poor excuse
For a broken sorry